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observation de vous;

observation de moi
on isolé tiennent le premier rôle
vous ne savez pas qui vous êtes
j'ai vous ai toujours aimé
mais vous avez pris mon amour pour accordé
parole au revoir

the 4 hearts

an almost perfect lady.

August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
September 2008

i believe He has the power to take away what He gives to you. Sometimes when I'm feeling really down and out, i know He's there for me. Just like this afternoon at the workshop when I was all alone. I truly felt alone; yet surprisingly I didn't feel sad that I was alone. I felt calm and comforted. Maybe because everyone started asking me about whether I was going to get confirmed this year. Again. Funny person you are God. Really; but You're really not bad with jokes at all. I guess I got what You were trying to tell me when i went for the workshop today. So it's my turn to tell You back again. I LOVE YOU. (: You bring me up when I'm down, You make me strong when I'm weak. You believe in me when no one else would and You make me remember that You love me. I love You. Thank You for loving me. (:


I realise that people in my life who have come by and made a huge impact on me have thought me alot of things, have changed my perspectives in more than one way or another. Sure, some have caused a hell lot of pain as well as hurt, whereas others have brought me joy and love. How could I blame any? Without pain and hurt, I wouldn't appreciate the joy and love. Without the joy and love, I'd be insensitive towards pain and hurt.


Well, I'm moving on I think. I'm growing up. These few months have left me being sprawled around and confused. Yet, there are all these many people that cross my path and leave me with a certain few important lessons. I've finally understood what it means to give something up, to sacrifice something. It isn't easy, but I suppose that this is the way life is. I've always made it a point to get what I wanted. I've always gotten what I wanted. Well, most of the time I guess. However, these past few months, incidents have happened where it appears to me that second chances are worth giving, where priorities have to be rearranged, where I can no longer behave like a spoilt brat and do whatever I want without considering other people. People have come in my life and showed me that sometimes it's okay to let go of dreams, they've taught me to be the bigger person. They've showed me how sometimes we just have to accept what is given to us when we've tried our hardest and yet it's still not given to us. Some things are just not meant to be. Maybe it will hurt. Maybe that's when you feel when things don't turn out right. But what's most important is that it's ok. Everything will be ok. Eventually.



You've provided me with a shoulder to lean on when I'm tired. I know You will always be there, I know I can count on You for support. For You. I'd live my life for You.

- everything's just temporary;
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